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Thursday, 27 March 2008

  • at this point. i hate my life.
    i just wanna curl up and fucking die.
    and i can't even call anyone...
    everyone is at school.
    not that i have that many friends to call.
    i could possiblly name 5 that really care.

    i give up. </3

     

    i hope his life goes great.
    he's better without me.
    and i'm better without him.
    "you have to free the things you love"
    have fun with your god damn surfboard

    i figured Ashleyy would be able to give me the respect of once being the bestfriend and just not talk to him. I don't understand how people can only care about themsleves. I really just don't get it.

     

    i lost a bestfriend a while ago.
    and it's in stone now.
    she doesn't care.
    but i gained someone better.
    courtney..i love you.
    i dunno what i would do without you

Thursday, 20 March 2008

  • imma leave names out. cuz if you know me. you know who this is.</3
    ..but over summer when i was broke up with mike...i started a thing with someone..and then 2 days after that mike found out..and we talked and i ended up going back out with him. and screwing this other boyy over wayyyyyyy bad. and i felt horrible. and for every other day sense then. i have thought about the other boyy and i couldn't get it outta my head.. what we could have had..and that i didn't even give it a chance..and now me and mike are done.nand i broke up with him. b/c nothing changed like he said it would. and it got worse and worse...and now i'm in the worst situation. cuz i still like this other boyy ALOT! and he is still hurt. and i doubt i will be given a second chance. and i STILL can't stop thinking about him. and it kinda drives me crazy to see him talk to other girls.
    cuz i want nothing more right now than for me to be his and him to be mine.
    //sucks.

Sunday, 16 March 2008

  • I was pretty much the happiest girl last night when he held me.
    <3
    i'm not even gunna lie. he made my night.
    even if i am just that girl on the side :o/
    better than not even being there right?
    //it hurts though.

Friday, 29 February 2008

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

  • i really..
    ..miss being little.
    :o\
    kids have no damn worries.
    they don't care.
    because their parents can do it for them.
    and honestly.
    things were just more simple.
    disney used to be magic.
    santa used to know EXACTLY what you wanted.
    and no one even knew what drama ment yet.

    but then again..
    those were the days were a 12 year old didn't have a cell phone.
    and wasn't saying worst shit than what i would say.
    society makes me sad sometimes.

    oh how things change.

    and to be honest. i don't know why this popped in my mind.
    but it did.
    so i figured it was worth saying.
    maybe it's not.
    idk anymore.

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